Pondering Over 1 Year on Vox

This morning I was thinking that it must have been a year since I started blogging.  That time I hardly even knew what a blog was, I was aware of Myspace being a hub for musicians and a place where teenagers shed literary tears so that we might all know their pain, but I didn't know much more than that.  


I started my blog because I wanted to get better at writing, and have maybe a few people read and enjoy what I was offering and give some input, and in that I got exactly what I expected.  What I didn't expect is for the world to open up for me.  Blogging has introduced me to people that I can actually relate to completely.  A long time ago I resigned myself to the fact that no one I knew really gave a crap about the same things I found so important.  It took the internet to connect to those people and I'm thankful for that.

So I raise my glass to 1 year of angry rants, frustrated laments, stupid trolls, enlightening conversations and sharing the joys of others here's to many more.

*clink*

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Hypocrisy

From Wikipedia:


Hypocrisy (or being a hypocrite) is the act of pretending to oppose a belief or behaviour while holding the same beliefs or behaviours at the same time.
Hypocrisy is frequently invoked as an accusation in debates, in politics, and in life in general. A few theorists have studied the utility of hypocrisy, and in some cases have suggested that the conflicts manifested as hypocrisy are a necessary or beneficial part of human behavior and society.[1]

Hypocrisy is me criticizing Neo-Con fear-mongering and then posting an article like this one.  But then again it's no different than denouncing terrorists while constantly working to keep your own people afraid.  

The Daily Show the other night illustrated further related to the recent Governor Spitzer sex scandal hypocrisy for our amusement:

(For Full Video Check out Crooks and Liars)

STEWART: The crazy thing is, this guy, Governor Spitzer, apparently visiting prostitutes for years, as he was prosecuting prostitution.


OLIVER: Yeah, but Jon, this is what politicians do. They rail against the thing they desire the most. Look at Congressman Mark Foley.Headed the committee to protect children from sex predators while trying to pick up underage interns on line.


STEWART: Larry Craig…


OLIVER: There you go.


STEWART: Senator Larry Craig voted repeatedly against gay rights, caught soliciting gay sex in a bathroom.


OLIVER: Very good. Or um, President Bush. How’s that? Promotes democracy abroad, withholds as much information as possible at home.


STEWART: That’s exactly right. He criticizes human rights abuses…


OLIVER: Exactly. Yet, runs his own floating S&M dungeon just south of Key West.

The last point I found particularly poignant.  Why is it OK to criticize and fear muslims, and arabs, but not jews and Negroes?  How can we cry foul when police aggressively beat down a cop-killer, but turn a blind eye when a CIA operative tortures a suspected terrorist?  

It's hard to admit it when we're wrong, it's hard to shine the light inward.  I hope that in my self righteous ranting I never forget to look at my own faults for time to time and see if I'm guilty of the crimes I'm condemning.

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Sad and Frightening

From CTV,

"The body of Archbishop Paulos Faraj Rahho was discovered in a shallow grave in northern Iraq on Thursday, two weeks after he was kidnapped by gunmen in one of the most dramatic attacks against the country's small Christian community.

Pope Benedict XVI deplored Rahho's death, calling it an "inhuman act of violence that offends the dignity of the human being and harms the peaceful coexistence of the dear Iraqi people."

Since the U.S.-led invasion in 2003, Iraqi Christians have been targeted by Islamic extremists who label them "crusaders" loyal to U.S. troops. Militants have attacked churches, priests and businesses owned by Christians. Many Christians have fled the country, a trend mirrored in many dwindling pockets of Christianity across the Islamic world.

Rahho, 65, was seized on Feb. 29, just minutes after he delivered a mass in Mosul, a city considered by the U.S. military the last urban stronghold of al Qaeda in Iraq. Three of Rahho's companions were killed.

After two weeks of searching and praying, officials at the archbishop's church received a phone call Wednesday from the captors. The caller told the officials that Rahho had died and where to find his body, Monsignor Shlemon Warduni, the auxiliary bishop of Baghdad, told The Associated Press.

It was not immediately clear if Rahho was killed or if he died of an illness. Shortly after his abduction, church officials had said they were especially worried because the archbishop had health problems, which they did not identify.

There have been no claims of responsibility for the archbishop's kidnapping or his death.

The Chaldean church is an Eastern-rite denomination that recognizes the authority of the pope and is aligned with the Roman Catholic Church. Chaldean Catholics make up a tiny minority of the current Iraqi population but are the largest group among the less than 1 million Christians in Iraq, according to last year's International Religious Freedom Report from the U.S. State Department."

This worries me greatly.  I can only hope that Catholics and Christians everywhere choose not to respond with more violence and hate, but with forgiveness as Jesus spoke of in the Bible.  The war in iraq is not about religion, it is about money and politics.  Religion is only what people turn to in an attempt to make sense of these harsh times.  This war needs to stop so peace can be found.

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Domestic Spying that Congress Prohibited is Happening Anyways

From TPM Muckraker and Crooks and Liars


The NSA is reporting that they have assembled a domestic and foreign spying program almost identical to the Total Information Awareness Act that the American Congress banned in 2003.  It has gone ahead anyways with secret funds of an undisclosed amount to do broad-spectrum spying on YOU.  They are gathering up information such as who you're e-mailing, what you buy, and who you talk to on the phone.  All that is gathered up in a database where it's analyzed for suspected terrorist patterns.  If such a pattern is suspected they will begin more focused surveillance, from that point whether or not they resort to other "completely valid information gathering techniques" (such as water-boarding) is up to their own discretion.

But this is about protecting you from those bad terrorists who want to hurt you, so if you're not a terrorist this isn't a problem.

Got that?

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Getting to Finish

I have a project that started this week.  A friend of mine wrote a Role-Playing Game system several years ago, he's a genius and his system is the best I've ever come across.  I don't say this lightly because I'm a huge critic when it comes to RPG's.  Despite my love for them I'm very particular about the one's I bother with. 


My friend is a perfectionist to an extreme fault.  His game is spectacular, better than anything released currently bar-none, but he cannot stop tweaking it, and for this reason he could never write a publishable copy, he carried this on until his computer crashed locking the files away, it was a major setback.  

For a few years we did nothing, this game was simply something we talked about whimsically like a lost treasure, but then a month ago my friend tells me he found a disc with almost all the game files on it.  I was elated.  Days after he told me this I said that I wanted to write the publishable copy.  I told him that this game deserved to see the world, and that if he didn't give it to me, it would sit endlessly being tweaked until some new tragedy consumed it again.  I honestly didn't expect him to give up his baby, for he's been deathly afraid that someone would steal his work.

This weekend, out of the blue he sent me the first file of the game, soon others followed.  I now have a project, which I've been tapping away at.  I can't remember ever managing to finish something this big before, ever, but I need to finish this.  To me this is important.  

Here's the start:

A role-playing game (RPG) is an interactive story where the players take on the 'role' of individuals within that story, interacting with it as the plot progresses.  The individuals that the players take the roles of are called Player Characters (PC's).  Players act out their PC's actions, and dialog much like an actor would in a play or movie. 

This is the most simple definition of a Role Playing Game, there are many variables.  Some are pre-scripted as a computer program and characters are animated to be played on a computer game or console.  But others, the original Role Playing Games, are played out with a person running the game called a Game Master (GM) who tells the story while the PC's interact within that story in person and face-to face.  The difference between these two iterations could be likened to playing a game of online poker, and playing cards around a table with friends.  

Like a card game, a role-playing game has rules and items integrated into it's gameplay.  These rules are designed to act as a framework to determine whether or not a given action in the game is successful or not.  Usually dice are used to randomize the results of these actions, adding uncertainty to the outcomes and making things exciting.  Through the rules of the game the Players and Game Master can interpret the results of the actions within the game and the game master then rationalizes how these results effect the PC's while the PC's react to these effects.



And now… I give you a bit of music that's keeping me going right now.


Against Me – Thrash Unreal

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This is Why the US Government Needs to Spy on it’s Citizens

From the Huffington Post


"Blogger Michael Nygard was flying to San Jose with his various digital accoutrements including his Blackberry and new MacBook Air when he ran into some trouble passing through the TSA security checkpoint. When Michael put his MacBook Air through the x-ray machine, a gaggle of TSA agents pulled him aside and gathered around the MacBook Air to determine how much of a threat it was to national security. "There's no drive… and no ports on the back. It has a couple of lines where the drive should be." A younger agent tries to explain that it's not a "device" but a fancy new laptop. Eventually, Michael gets his machine back but finds he missed his plane."

From this post we can ascertain only one thing!  That the Transportation Security Agency is not updating the software on their vat-grown ninjas.  This is obviously due to the fact that the telecomm companies are putting the pressure on the US Government for not passing the FISA bill by not supplying the necessary information needed for these people, and thus why the TSA never got the memo about the MacBook Air or that Bush hasn't gotten the memo about the $3.25/gallon gas prices.  

We can only expect these events of misinformation to increase as the FISA amendments go unresolved, so please call your state representative and say that you're willing to inform the government about anything they want to know, like the MacBook air… and rising gas prices.  After all, it is your patriotic duty.

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A Speech From 2002

One thing I've heard repeatedly is Obama saying "I opposed the War in Iraq from the very beginning."  Which I always wondered about because as I understand it, he wasn't in the Senate to vote at the time.  Here's what he's talking about:


October 2, 2002

Illinois State Senator Barack Obama

Good afternoon. Let me begin by saying that although this has been billed as an anti-war rally, I stand before you as someone who is not opposed to war in all circumstances. The Civil War was one of the bloodiest in history, and yet it was only through the crucible of the sword, the sacrifice of multitudes, that we could begin to perfect this union, and drive the scourge of slavery from our soil. I don't oppose all wars.

My grandfather signed up for a war the day after Pearl Harbor was bombed, fought in Patton's army. He saw the dead and dying across the fields of Europe; he heard the stories of fellow troops who first entered Auschwitz and Treblinka. He fought in the name of a larger freedom, part of that arsenal of democracy that triumphed over evil, and he did not fight in vain. I don't oppose all wars.

After September 11th, after witnessing the carnage and destruction, the dust and the tears, I supported this administration's pledge to hunt down and root out those who would slaughter innocents in the name of intolerance, and I would willingly take up arms myself to prevent such tragedy from happening again. I don't oppose all wars. And I know that in this crowd today, there is no shortage of patriots, or of patriotism.

What I am opposed to is a dumb war. What I am opposed to is a rash war. What I am opposed to is the cynical attempt by Richard Perle and Paul Wolfowitz and other armchair, weekend warriors in this administration to shove their own ideological agendas down our throats, irrespective of the costs in lives lost and in hardships borne.

What I am opposed to is the attempt by political hacks like Karl Rove to distract us from a rise in the uninsured, a rise in the poverty rate, a drop in the median income – to distract us from corporate scandals and a stock market that has just gone through the worst month since the Great Depression. That's what I'm opposed to. A dumb war. A rash war. A war based not on reason but on passion, not on principle but on politics. Now let me be clear – I suffer no illusions about Saddam Hussein. He is a brutal man. A ruthless man. A man who butchers his own people to secure his own power. He has repeatedly defied UN resolutions, thwarted UN inspection teams, developed chemical and biological weapons, and coveted nuclear capacity. He's a bad guy. The world, and the Iraqi people, would be better off without him.

But I also know that Saddam poses no imminent and direct threat to the United States, or to his neighbors, that the Iraqi economy is in shambles, that the Iraqi military a fraction of its former strength, and that in concert with the international community he can be contained until, in the way of all petty dictators, he falls away into the dustbin of history. I know that even a successful war against Iraq will require a US occupation of undetermined length, at undetermined cost, with undetermined consequences. I know that an invasion of Iraq without a clear rationale and without strong international support will only fan the flames of the Middle East, and encourage the worst, rather than best, impulses of the Arab world, and strengthen the recruitment arm of Al Qaeda. I am not opposed to all wars. I'm opposed to dumb wars.

So for those of us who seek a more just and secure world for our children, let us send a clear message to the President today. You want a fight, President Bush? Let's finish the fight with Bin Laden and Al Qaeda, through effective, coordinated intelligence, and a shutting down of the financial networks that support terrorism, and a homeland security program that involves more than color-coded warnings. You want a fight, President Bush?

Let's fight to make sure that the UN inspectors can do their work, and that we vigorously enforce a non-proliferation treaty, and that former enemies and current allies like Russia safeguard and ultimately eliminate their stores of nuclear material, and that nations like Pakistan and India never use the terrible weapons already in their possession, and that the arms merchants in our own country stop feeding the countless wars that rage across the globe. You want a fight, President Bush?

Let's fight to make sure our so-called allies in the Middle East, the Saudis and the Egyptians, stop oppressing their own people, and suppressing dissent, and tolerating corruption and inequality, and mismanaging their economies so that their youth grow up without education, without prospects, without hope, the ready recruits of terrorist cells. You want a fight, President Bush? Let's fight to wean ourselves off Middle East oil, through an energy policy that doesn't simply serve the interests of Exxon and Mobil. Those are the battles that we need to fight. Those are the battles that we willingly join. The battles against ignorance and intolerance. Corruption and greed. Poverty and despair.

The consequences of war are dire, the sacrifices immeasurable. We may have occasion in our lifetime to once again rise up in defense of our freedom, and pay the wages of war. But we ought not — we will not — travel down that hellish path blindly. Nor should we allow those who would march off and pay the ultimate sacrifice, who would prove the full measure of devotion with their blood, to make such an awful sacrifice in vain. 

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P0rn and Trust

This morning I come across an interesting topic: In a relationship is viewing porn healthy or unhealthy?


I'm away from home a lot and I'm blessed with having a girlfriend both understanding and open-minded who trusts me. I in-turn trust her, because we have to.  I have faith that she won't abuse my long absences by bringing other men into our bed, and she has to believe that I won't use my time away from her to find other women either.  With this in mind, we have a very easy going view of pornography, it's packed up in my suitcase for my trips without a worry.  There is no secrecy about it, no guilt, and in fact should I forget to pack it she has in the past reminded me herself. 

I feel that we aren't isolated in this treatment.  Our married friends have similar Lessee Faire views on adult entertainment, and in-general I think that Canadians are fairly easy going about the whole thing, however this may just be an example of the company I keep.

So I ask you the reader:  When in a relationship, is porn healthy or unhealthy?

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