Lifehacking

As part of my mourning routine I'm rummaging through the blogosphere.  As part of my ongoing work for Actionize.com I was lead to lifehack.org.  From there I found a neat little Gem(1).  Suprisingly enough I actually think that I allready practice all the points listed but one can always improve(2).  One point that I found specifically pertenant is this one:

Be grateful –Being grateful is the antidote to resentment and complacency. Resentment and complacency block your ability to see clearly. The best way to clear resentment and complacency from your mind is to be grateful for where you are right now. Be grateful for your gifts and your weaknesses. Be grateful for your success and your setbacks. If you are grateful for all things, including those that appear to go wrong, you will be able to see them for the opportunities they are.

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My Favorite Character Picture

This has been my favorite picture since I first layed eyes on it.  To me it's medatative and tranquil, and beautiful.  The girl in it is beautiful, but also mysterious, and a little devilish.  Seductive.  I get lost in her eyes.  The jungle around her looks so perfect and the water makes me want to dive right in. 

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I Write this Grinning

This morning I check my e-mail to find a group invitation form foxsydee, she invited me to a dayly participation group.  On gratitude of all things. 

Gratitude…

And I think to myself, I'm not that plesant of a person, how would I ever manage to throw down a post a day on what I'm grateful for?  I'm a critic with lots of opinion and no real talent, and I'm okay with that because it gets me by just fine.  Hows a critic gonna be grateful every day for stuff?  So I click DE-LETE and bye bye goes the group invitation, just like that.

Then I go on Vox, and I see some posts from my pals.  I LIKE posts(1).  I make comments, sometimes my comments are big and could be justified as posts unto themselves, sometimes my comments are not.  But I comment a lot, because I know I like comments and I hope other people do too.  And during the course of my commenting I start thinking about my plans for my posts today.  I have 3 blogs that intend to work on these days.  One is this, my personal blog the first and still the favorite(2).  My second is spreadactionize.com a corporate blog for actionize.com which once Mark gets back from vacation and we get some more things sorted out I intend to write more often for. 

Exalted, Second Edition
Alan Alexander

The last is something I got yesterday.  See for the past 2 weeks it's been my intention to get my own domain name and start an independant gaming blog about my experiences and opinions as a gamer.  Stimulate the community I've stalwartly been a part of for the past 10 years.  But I was finding that with a lack of coding knowledge and general understanding of the blogging tools out there I was being indecisive and not getting it started.  The unknown is scary sometimes.

Well two days ago a friend of mine tells me that he has his own domain name for a site he wanted to dedicate to our mutal favorite hobby, Exalted(3).  But he's stumped on content.  And just like that I say, "Put a blog on there and I'll write for it."

And just like that I have my gaming blog, and like always I didn't have to do one bit of scary work, it just HAPPENED!  Am I not the luckiest freak on the planet?!?!?(4)

So I think to myself:  "Self, maybe you should join that gratitude group…  you're a lucky freak and you know it.  Wouldn't it be FUN to tell all those people trying so desperately to be happy and grateful all the things that make you so insanely lucky?  That would probably make them all green with envy."  And I respond to my insightfulness with a grin and a tiny plotting chuckle reminiscant of Mr. Burns escapes my lips. 

Yes, that would be excellent.  I've found a way to join the group without seeming… soft.  And that appeals to me and I now have an outlet to document my absurd fits of luckyness(5).

I look foreward to turning you green with envy. 

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Hubr..s – Myspace bans “i”

This is the most rediculous thing I've ever heard of, I can't believe it's not a hoax. 

Myspace has banned the letter "i" from it's posts and replaced it with "..".  Two dots which incedentally is morris code for "i".  Perhaps someone in the IT department didn't get the iphone they were expecting hmmm?

I really wonder if myspace is taking it's self seriously anymore at all.

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QotD: Little Known Facts

What are five things that most people don't know about you? 
Submitted by mika.

I took a few days to think about this one.

1.)  I have the shakes.  I try to hide them, but sometimes they can be quite bad.  I've been told they're associated with nerves though occasionally I wonder if they're a symptom of onset diabetes.

2.) The worst years of my life were junior high and high school, I was picked on a lot but no one ever tried to fight me because I could bench-press over 200lbs.

3.) I've always written stories to escape reality.  In school I created a character called Tain Febren who was essentially all the things I wish I could be.  I wrote many stories about him.  I still do.

4.) I don't believe in good and evil.

5.) Nothing turns me off more than zelousness.  In religion, politics, or lifestyle.  All bug me.  I like to examine the angles but things are never black and white.  To that end I truly admire those who can carry their beliefs with grace and understanding of others who might not share those beliefs. 

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QotD: Best Wizard, Hands Down

Who is your favorite wizard of all time?

I'm not usually one to do QoTD, but as a long-time fantasy gamer I've eplored the nuances of a lot of wizards and magic over the years.  I've read the exploits, of Merlin, Elminster, Raistlin Magere, Gandalf the Grey, and the Order of Hermese.  And of course I've seen a snippet or two of the tales told of a certain "boy wizard" as well.

It's a hard choice, wizards are defined by both what they've done and what they can do as far as magic.  Often the reputation of a mage carries them far further than their magic ever could.  Having said that I've got to cast my vote for Merlin, especially the merlin portrayed in the Jack Whyte novels, a man who's bright and innovative and through his associations and guiding great people becomes far greater in the eyes of the masses. 

And I think there was the history of his time that was compelling, this was a time just as the Christian missionaries were just starting to come into Britan.  The old ways were still strong and faye and spirits still held sway in the forests.  Those were the days when magic was powerful and legendary, and in many ways it shaped the stories of wizards and warriors we read today.

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Luck

Luck is a loser's excuse for a winners perseverance.

Still… I feel pretty fuckin lucky these days.

The last few days have been an emotional and financial roller coaster for me.  My last post explained my situation with Bell, and my internet overuse and the huge potential hit I could have taken because of it.  But I resolved it, all's good.  Well with that scare still fresh in my mind I took steps to make sure I could properly monitor the usage on my Telus account.  It involved getting a user-name set up on their website, and after I did that it took a bit of looking to figure out where the usage was tracked.  To my dismay it indicated that I was already 100megs over my allotment in usage, but no charges were listed. 

So looking at another potential $300.00 bill in the face I had another restless night of sleep.  I can deal with this stuff, I always do, but it doesn't mean I like it.  I resolved to go on super rationing as far as internet was concerned, until I can work out an arrangement for a sattelite connection, because this is getting rediculous.

This morning I phoned telus to get the scoop on my usage, what am I told?  Yes, I've definetly gone over my 250 megs, but because my account is new I get 3 months worth of unlimited.  I almost feignted from joy.  Why was life so good for me?  Now I've got 3 months to get a sattelite connection working, and I don't have to worry about my blogging reserch becoming too expensive to do.  I can't tell you how much of a relief that is to me.

Everyone goes on about this book/movie thing, The Secret, which I've not bothered to see, it's all about the "Power of Positive Thinking" which I think is akin to the "Power of Prayer" both of which I think are a crock.  I've always held that we make our fortunes, and we deal with our misfortunes but I'm not adverse to raising my eyes to the sky and thanking God or Karma or whoever will listen when some unprecidented good fortune comes my way.

These recent events have given me reason to examine my life though.  Life has been good to me.  I have a well paying job where I do so little that it gives me time to pursue other means of income doing what I want.  I'm not saddled by student loans like so many, and I don't have to starve to pursue my writing.  I have a great girlfriend who's loving and understanding of my lifestyle, and we get along very well.  I have desires and goals, and there are parts of my life that could certainly be better but I'm happy with myself and my life. 

It sounds crazy, but this makes me worry.  Life is too good.  Is this simply because I have a horseshoe stuck up my ass or am I creating my own good fortune?  I've always kind of floated through things, made the decisions as they needed to be made, and handled the problems that came up.  I have farily reasonable foresight, but it isn't infallable, and I do make mistakes… but they never seem to be crippling. 

That scares me, Is fate guiding me?  Should I be doing something I'm not?  We should always use the opportunities we're given the best we can, and I intend to do so… for I'll not know what tomorrow brings.  Like the legend of Joseph and the Coat of Many Colors, 7 years of drought and famine may follow my 7 years of plenty, and I should prepare for it.

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Bad Tech Options But Good Service

Yesterday I received a call from my girlfriend who wasn’t too pleased.  She just got last months cellular modem bill which amounted to just under $2000.00.  For a $100.00 bill that’s a bit of a stretch and both of us were understandably upset. 

 

I’m frustrated to say that the bill was legit.  I had gone over my 250 meg bandwidth limit by around 600 megabytes and at $3.00 per meg, it added up.  What was I doing?  Pirating movies?  Streaming Video?  Hosting a Game Server?  No.  I was checking blogs and chatting over Skype.  No podcasts, no youtube, no downloading, no online gaming.  I was living the online life of a monk but still I used nearly 800megs over the course of the month which amounts to less than 30 megabytes per day.  For those heinous excesses I must pay, and PAY I shall, but I wasn’t prepared to go down without a fight. 

 

This morning I phoned Bell Mobility, the carrier for my air card modem.  I was calm and I was polite, the wait was not long and I got on with Paul, Customer Service #6023354, who immediately was sympathetic to my plight.  I explained to him that I watched my usage, and that up til now I’d never received a bill such as this, but nonetheless I was not disputing the charges, I was merely asking for a way to trim them down.  Paul spoke with his supervisor and managed to help me, and for that I’m eternally grateful.  Here’s what we did.

 

I pay $100.00 per month for my 250 megs of internet.  This is no different than my other option for the same service which is Telus Mobility.  I know this, because I also pay $100.00 per month to Telus for exactly the same service, same 250 megs, same $3.00/meg over the limit, same service range.  What Telus and Bell also offer is a 1000 megabyte package for $350 (Telus) or $375 (Bell).  It’s not on the brochures but it exists.  I find it insulting personally to pay 4 times the price for exactly 4 times the bandwidth, so I won’t pay it.  I’d easily drop the money to have an unlimited use plan, but I won’t pay that sort of obscene fee per month when I still have to watch my usage.  But… this $375.00 package would be my savior today because in a gesture of exceptional kindness, Paul and his supervisor put last month’s usage into that package saving me over $1300.00.  I was and am extremely grateful.

 

So grateful in fact, that despite my intentions to drop Bell and switch to Telus for my Cellular modem needs, I will be keeping both active in order to keep my online gluttony from killing me.  This will allow me the unprecedented 20 megs per-day of internet pleasure, and keep my hardware options a bit more open as far as signal strength goes as it seems that my Air card picks up a better signal than my PDA and as I anticipate my work circumstances changing and taking me further from civilization I’m thinking a little variety and redundancy to keep connected might be well served.  It’s expensive though.

 

I’m constantly on the lookout for viable alternatives to these cellular modems.  And I’m thinking if I learn to set up Satellite internet where I go that could be something.  Even if the equipment is a couple thousand dollars, if the service plan is only $25 to $50 per month and there is no bandwidth limit it would pay for it’s self in a year, and the increased value of having more information at my fingertips would be immeasurable.  I know there’s not a lot of people in my situation, but if you know people who have solutions to my expensive plight this will work in Canada I’d love to hear them.

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I Admire People who can Take what they Want.

Earlier today I read an excellent post stolen by my friend Kendra.  She posted it privately to hear the responses of a few friends, but the original can be viewed here for those who are interested.  I have to say, my response sort-of balooned, and in some ways diverted from the discussion she wanted to provoke.  So I'm re-posting it here.

I really did like this, and I seriously think you'll get more comments from guys agreeing with it.  Reading this hit me really close to home because a long-time friend of mine, and very much a steriotypical "Nice Guy" just got married yesterday.  I couldn't attend because I live at work, but from what I heard, I'm glad I didn't.  The guy never had his shit together when he was single, and now that he's stuck with a lazy woman who's just as codependant as he is, it's not going to get better, but he's married now and that's what matters.  Nevermind that's he's successfully managed to seriously piss off all the people who ever gave a damn about him for the past 10 years over a trophy wife.

I know that I've been guilty of some of the Nice Guy traits in the past, and could potentially be guilty of some in the future, but I've got a steady girlfriend and have for the past several years so I don't see it being too much of an issue.  I'm fairly cautious with my online flirting too because I value meaningful friendships more than some awkward cyber session. 

I'm not a naturally confrontational person, I've fought shyness all through my childhood and like many introverts I've become very good at diplomacy in order to avoid confrontation.  I'm confident now, and I'm not afraid to call someone on their shit, but it's usually a calculated measure to bring an issue out in the open to be addressed.  This in my opinion makes me a pretty nice person, but I've found no matter how diplomatic you are, you absolutely cannot please everyone, and sometimes you've got to choose what's best for you, realising that was hard for me. 

What's funny about all that is that I wish that I was less diplomatic, more confrontational, more sharp and abraisive, or at least had the capability to be this way.  My pop-culture heroes are Dr. House, Vic Mackey, Spider Jerusalem, Sawyer, Malcom Reanolds and the Authority.  Whether or not you've heard of them they have one thing in common, they're all assholes.  Sly, smart, witty, driven, intense or just plain godlike, all of them are pricks.  They don't care what people think, they do what they think is right.  (Or at the very least what they want to.)  In my writing I sometimes try to simulate their style, but to the people who know me it rings a false and it's too much effort to maintain.

I don't want this to pick up women, and though the idea of having the abraisive wit of House does bring a smile to my face I mostly want it so that I KNOW, that when push comes to shove I'll have the balls to stand up for what I believe in and win.

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Descriptions from the Pages of Skype History

One of the things I do out here other than blogging is run a Role-Playing Game over Skype.  It's been going on for a while, and it's been the outlet for my creative energies, which means you get more personal opininons and snippets of news on my blog than story ideas and whatnot.  But today as a random post I'll throw down some of the quickly typed descriptions that I do in Skype, this is unedited and usually thought up on the fly so it might come across as a bit raw, hope you guys like it.

The Golden City of Divine Light, is a glorious spectacle.  It’s walls are nearly a perfect circle constructed entirely of white marble with Gold Veins, in the center you see a spectacularly huge tower rimmed by 6 smaller but still massive towers, on top of a tesseract style hexagonal pyramid of 8 levels, each level over 30 feet to the next.  Around the temple is the gloriously beautiful squalor of the city it’s self.  All of the roofs are uniformly golden, and every main street is clean and pearl-white.  Just within the walls are 16 shining temples to all the major gods including the Uncoquered Sun, who’s temple is a topped with a massive golden sun.  Luna, and the 5 maidens, along with a single temple venerating the elemental dragons.
Overlooking the bay is the massive imperial castle-manse composed of  mother-of-pearl and Gold where the emperor would reside.  While not as imposing as the great temple, it overlooks the city from high upon a hill with a great golden tower looking out over the land.

 

Superfluous Blossom of Lithe Destruction is like many fair folk an exemplary example of the Raksha race.  Standing high and lithe, his skin a perfect mark-less ivory sheen.  His face smooth and ovular with eyes entirely black they seem limitless like the depths of the night.  His fingernails, perfectly shaped claws, match this blackness.  His ears are the long flowing tipped ears often seen on the raksha.  The tips of these ears are pierced and through the holes run crimson sashes which flow of their own accord like boiling blood.  These sashes connect behind him to form a lovely cape that trails behind him, sometimes moving or making shapes in the light like an animate shadow.

 

The rest of his clothing is black leather straps, concealing every part of flesh below his chin in a seemingly random array of crossing weaves.  One wonders if there is even a body beneath the straps and buckles at all.  His hands are white talons, each tipped with an ebony black claw, but they are surprisingly articulate as they move around gracefully offering beverages or handing out cups and platters.

 

He resides high in the trunk of a massive redwood, at one of the highest most affluent areas of Chanta.  The Branches of the high tree have been hollowed out to create wings, and balconies for this lovely and novel home.  Inside it is gilded with glamour crafted wonder, each nook and cranny is decorated with a unique item like a flower that dances, or a picture crafted from flower buds that open and close to change the picture as you look at it.

 

He hands you refreshments, some seeming Wyld as well.  The cheese on your cracker puffs little smoke rings from it's holes.  And the coatings on the cookies shine like emeralds.

 

The manse is embedded in a cave, which rises and falls with the tides, it’s great dead shell perpetually open.  The entire cave has a constant odor of rotton fish, and thus is not pleasant to be in despite the pleasant music that seems to echo along the walls.

 

A pathway along the side of the cave above the tide line skirts the edge of the edge of the shell, which is covered in seaweed and barnacles, but glimmers of the original mother of pearl can still be seen, while the white Jade at the top of the open shell stripes the white coral like a spiderweb, framing it’s jagged lid, the pathway arches up past the massive shell, which reaches up nearly 150 feet into the vaulted ceiling of the cave.  Two great stone columns stretch up from the water on each side of the shell to support the ceiling which is a 30 feet from the top of the shell in high tide.

 

Just above the shell’s peak the pathway turns into the rock in a tunnel wide enough for two large men to stand side by side comfortably, and 8 feet high.  It’s lit by large pearls protruding from the center of the walls every 30 feet which illuminate the tunnel quite well as it winds up.  The tunnel has two branches, one to the Immaculate Chapel in the Fort, and one to the lower storage cellar of the foundry.

All along the banks of the river lie small trees about 15 feet high each of them with wide but thin widespread branches.  The Branches and trunk are a frosty white like the tree is covered in snow, and the small pointed leaves are a faded green, and white blossoms hang down from the branches like a lovely veil the lowest of which float in the water.

Five shimmering gondolas with lanterns on their prows appear across the misty water illuminating the hundreds of thousands of lavender moths dancing above the water around them.  Each gondola is white with silver ivy embossed across it which reflects the moonlight at the stern of each of them is a strong looking man with stark white skin pushing the boat along.

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